Set List June 2024

Battle

There’s a battle raging in my soul
there are those who would wish to lead me
to satisfy their own agenda’s and aims

But I will resist in any way I can
To the point where my existence
Becomes an act of resistance

I will not comply
I want you to reassure me

I will not comply
I want you to reassure me

Harder Faster

There are too many books I have not read
too many words I have not said
Too many feelings left untouched
Harder faster quicker now
 
Lessons learnt will be forgotten
As I plot another process
plot another path of torment
harder faster quicker now
 
Lessons learnt will be forgotten
As I plot another process
plot another path of torment
harder faster quicker now
 
Take the knife and mark my skin
As my soul is spread so thin
Drain me slowly, take it all
Harder faster quicker now
 
Lessons learnt will be forgotten
As I plot another process
plot another path of torment
harder faster quicker now
 
Take the knife and mark my skin
As my soul is spread so thin
Drain me slowly, take it all
Harder faster quicker now
 
Lessons learnt will be forgotten
As I plot another process
plot another path of torment
harder faster quicker now
 
Take the knife and mark my skin
As my soul is spread so thin
Drain me slowly, take it all
Harder faster quicker now
 
Warning signs will go unnoticed
As I work on through the process
Choosing not to see the dangers
Harder faster quicker now
 
Lessons learnt will be forgotten
As I plot another process
plot another path of torment
harder faster quicker now
 
Take the knife and mark my skin
As my soul is spread so thin
Drain me slowly, take it all
Harder faster quicker now
 
There are too many books I have not read
too many words I have not said
Too many feelings left untouched
Harder faster quicker now
 
Lessons learnt will be forgotten
As I plot another process
plot another path of torment
harder faster quicker now
 
I want more days so I have time
To reclaim what is rightfully mine
Though it never can be returned
Harder faster quicker now

Haiku Priestess

Giant stars collapsed
Whirling ghosts merged and shuddered
Rippling through time and space

Giant stars collapsed
Whirling ghosts merged and shuddered
Rippling through time and space

A duality, substance, power
Imbalance, equal opposite, opposite

The weight of the words lands gently
With great impact
Part of the process

Hurt buried deep to avoid the unbearable
Unearthing sheds light

Fear and confusion
Pain and pleasure
Sensory overload
Shutdown

Fear and confusion
Pain and pleasure
Sensory overload
shutdown

Slime, seething with spite
Tormentors lurk in the depths
Bleaching out the joy

Unexpected hurt floods system
Wounds opened by the brash
And the rash

Trinkets of status
Conventional worth
Value, dismissed by design

Trinkets of status
Conventional worth
Value, dismissed by design

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The universe plays
Journey to autonomy
Tragic irony

I hear the voices but I can’t understand what you are trying to say to me
Are you offering me an answer that may help to set me free? Or just further mock and torment me?

I hear the voices but I can’t understand what you are trying to say to me
Are you offering me an answer that may help to set me free? Or just further mock and torment me?

I hear the voices but I can’t understand what you are trying to say to me
Are you offering me an answer that may help to set me free? Or just further mock and torment me?

I hear the voices but I can’t understand what you are trying to say to me
Are you offering me an answer that may help to set me free? Or just further mock and torment me?

Stop me but give me more

And so it begins

I am a walking contradiction
Cos I fight with my addiction

I would so like to reconstruct
A bargain program to self-destruct

I am my own worse enemy
No-one can hurt me as much as me

All this self-doubt running through my brain
Give me it all, let me feel the pain

My body is froze, there’s no reaction
So I’ll keep on looking for a new distraction

Nothing, I’ve found, gives me what I need
So I’ll keep on searching, and continue to bleed

I am chaos, out of control

Strangely animated though exhausted
Driven compelled by unseen forces
Whatever you do to me, I’ll do it worse
I am my own living breathing curse

I hear the voices but I can’t understand what you are trying to say to me
Are you offering me an answer that may help to set me free?

I never learnt what I should have learnt
By putting my heart in the fire and getting burnt
I never learnt to take control
Nor had possession of my soul

The universe plays
Journey to autonomy
Tragic irony

I hear the voices but I can’t understand what you are trying to say to me
Are you offering me an answer that may help to set me free? Or just further mock and torment me?

I hear the voices but I can’t understand what you are trying to say to me
Are you offering me an answer that may help to set me free? Or just further mock and torment me?

I am chaos, out of control

Starving Souls

Crash Landing

It was in my head…

We are nothing more than vibrational frequencies
Held captive by physical form
We are potential, unrealised
We are potential, distracted
We are potential, corrupted
But we are, potential

We are nothing more than vibrational frequencies
Held captive by physical form
We are potential, unrealised
We are potential, distracted
We are potential, corrupted
But we are, potential

We are the distracted
We are the conditioned
We are the controlled
We are the led
But we are, potential

We are nothing more than vibrational frequencies
Held captive by physical form
We are potential, unrealised
We are potential, distracted
We are potential, corrupted
But we are, potential

We are the distracted
We are the conditioned
We are the controlled
We are the led
But we are, potential

We are godhead, denied
We are petty, we are cruel
We are ego unleashed
We are petty
We are cruel
We are ego unleashed
We are spoilt children
But we are, potential

Unrealised, potential
Unrealised, potential
Unrealised, potential
Unrealised, potential

Conditioned
Distracted
Corrupted
Controlled

We are so close, but not quite there
Held back by our inherent flaws
But we are, potential

We are the distracted
We are the conditioned
We are the controlled
We are the led
But we are, potential

We are potential
We are potential, corrupted
But we are, potential

We are the distracted
We are the conditioned
We are the controlled
We are the led
But we are, potential

We are godhead, denied
We are petty, we are cruel
We are ego unleashed
We are petty
We are cruel
We are ego unleashed
We are spoilt children
But we are, potential

We are so close, but not quite there
Held back by our inherent flaws
But we are, potential

Conditioned
Distracted
Corrupted
Controlled
But we are, potential

Unrealised, potential
Conditioned
Distracted
Corrupted
Controlled

We are so close, but not quite there
Held back by our inherent flaws
But we are, potential

We are the distracted
We are the conditioned
We are the controlled
We are the led
But we are, potential

We are so close, but not quite there
Held back by our inherent flaws
But we are, potential

We are nothing more than vibrational frequencies
Held captive by physical form
We are potential, unrealised